I don't love him. How many times do i have to say that to myself?
I do not want his love, I do not want his attention. All I want is his body.
I'm lusting for him.
Such a dirty mind I have.
I wish i could just forget.

I wish they could just disappear, the ghosts of my past.
I want to forget, I want to start over from the beginning.

So let me fall, let me love you
Let me free your inner child
Let me sit inside your silence
Let me ease the hurt you hide
'cos I’m alive, I'm unlucky
I'm a line too fine to trace
But I could be your consolation
If you'd be my saving grace

This morning was my last visit there. I thought i could meet him again for the very last time, but he wasn't there anymore.
Our last meeting wasn't really a meeting. I stood there and he stood on the other side of the room. We did not dare to approach each other. At least not while "that person" is around.
But when i went to look for him, i couldn't find him. He was gone. He went home.
I just want to say goodbye to him, for the very last time, face to face. I wanted him to know that he was a special person to me once, even though our relationship did not go so well.
I wanted to say goodbye and wish him happiness. I wish for him to find love.

Let me say a proper goodbye to you, my dear. So, when we shan't meet again in the future, it won't hurt as much.
Let me say a silent "I love you".

My sister told me to be a good girl for once, at least before I go. But then, I realized I can't.
I can't be good to that person. And I will never be nice to them ever.
I lived all my life in the cage that person made. It's time for me to fly far far away and never return.
I am a wild animal wanting to go back to its true home.
They will hate me. The world will hate me for who I am.

Am I being too nice? Is it wrong to be nice?
My happiness has never matter. All I wish is for you to be happy.
Are you happy, my dearest?

"Whisper me a story about your life"
"Whisper me a story about your love"
"Whisper me a story about them"
"Whisper me a story about HER"